You guys ever notice the craving that causes rebirth?
I noticed it first a few years ago particularly when I was directing my mind to the countless generations of human beings that have lived and died. Also sometimes when I see people I notice this feeling deep in my mind that from the surface would be mistaken for lust, but it seems to be more like I'm picking out bodies I like for my next birth. It seems like it would be a good thing, but I dunno. I don't want to be born again. Before I die I need to make a decision about where I'm going next, I'm not sure if I should cut out this cause of rebirth yet
craving to not be reborn is also a trap.
looks like you're having a real life investigation of the 12 dependent originations.

Heruka's 12 majestic arms shows us the purified 12 dependent origins, the steps to attaining birthlessness. Although you'll probably need to be initiated in his lineage to reap the full benefits.